Hello my Friends!
I have much less computer time now, unfortunately.
Because my trusty computer had died, some time ago, I was borrowing a computer from my niece for the last couple of months. I am very grateful to my niece. However, she now needed her computer back to do some work. Now, I am computer’less. Well, not totally without computer – I am needing to share a computer with my daughters, and I have very little time (I have a scheduled time). My scheduled time gives me little time to even work on designing new artworks. I have been doing more physical paintings because I have not been using the computer. Nevertheless, I have little time to photograph and edit the paintings in the morning, when I prefer to photograph my paintings. The light is best in the morning. However, if I take time to photograph my paintings, I lose my computer time, which is scheduled from 7am until 10am. You see…I have very little computer time now. It takes me two and a half hours just to reply to emails, respond to LinkedIn comments, compliments, and or complaints (there’s always someone wanting to complain about something or other). Now, I have less time to upload new images to imagekind or backup (upload) files to the cloud. I can assure you that three hours is NOT enough time to get much computer, or design time done with only three hours use of the computer. Well, here is a stormy picture to accompany this post, as I’m feeling very stormy. Sorry if I cannot have enough time to see many of your new posts, I’ll try to see when I have time.
I’ve been using my nieces computer for awhile – and I am grateful.
However, now she needed her computer back. So, I am Again on limited computer time – thus, if you don’t see me on here so much; it is not because I don’t want to be on WP – it’s because I’m on limited time.
My Print and Canvas Sales’ URL for this Photographic-Art is: http://www.imagekind.com/PURPLEGREENBROWN-COLOUR-FIELD-EDIT-E_art?IMID=c239c7f1-371d-4fb8-8ac3-bf0f7c03d5b5
Copyright 2014 Nawfal Johnson.
All Rights Reserved.
Fine art print sales site is: http://www.imagekind.com/PURPLE-ONE-EDIT-C-13-SEPT-2014_art?imid=92047af5-278c-47cd-8dd3-37f29c1c97a5
The Print Sales Site for this photograph is: http://www.imagekind.com/LIPSTICK-COOLER_art?imid=8cd78292-866b-4734-9f20-1cfa17bf2b43
This is my ‘Dark Period’.
These are dark times….
The sun is engulfed by gloom.
A gloom that is a bottomless pit.
Anyone who has never been to this place will never understand it.
Anyone who has been there, will surely sympathize, because they will understand the demons that haunt and the blackness that spreads with every cell division in your body.
And it feels like you are alone – no one gives a flying shit about you or the pain you face; they care neither about your physically caused pain, nor the mental struggles that keep you locked up like a prisoner in your own shell of a skin.
You feel like shouting at the world, but your shouts come out with only silence because there are none who care…none who give a damn.
Joy…What is Joy? Joy has abandoned me – you too will understand this if you have lived through this hell: Depression is a bottomless pit of gloom, misery, a soul-energy-wasting demon that never sleeps. Evil is busy – it never sleeps….it never sleeps.
~ Nawfal Johnson ~
People tell and advise you never to expose negative thoughts and feelings about yourself, for God sakes never do that, or possible clients and employers will see it and they will shun you like you are Typhoid-Mary! Probably true. Well, F’that! I am just an expressive artist who is having the worst shit of a time in my entire life, at 49, and nothing I do seems to be working or helping.
However, when did art not become an expressive way of expressing yourself? When did poetry or writing NOT become a personal expression of life, your life as it is today when you write it?
If I had a theme song in my life right now, that I could just put on repeat, it would be Pink Floyd’s “Comfortably Numb.” But they would need to change it to “Un-Comfortably Numb” to fit better.
Print Sales Gallery Site: http://www.imagekind.com/MINOTAUR-EDIT-B-5SEPT2014_art?imid=ae49e62f-2414-4d7d-9a33-003097365961