CREATION DAY: 2 MARCH 2014.
COPYRIGHT 2014 NAWFAL JOHNSON
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
ABSTRACT AND ABSTRACT EXPRESSIONISM PHOTOGRAPHY.
Those are all of THE 49-PROJECT Art Photographs…
That would upload without messing around with my mind – I’m so tired of technology jerking me around. If a photo does not want to upload, then there is a reason for it – maybe in the bigger plan it wasn’t meant to be seen – at this point – I care little…
Thus, this may or may not be all 49 images from THE 49-PROJECT.
I hope you like what I have here – however, I seem to get little notice, and as an artist, that is very discouraging after so many years. It is like, (and excuse my explicative, but WTF-else can I do to get my work, 1) Noticed by Gallery Curators; 2) Purchased by designers, collectors, or even 3) Just anyone who wants art on their walls?
Like I said in my today’s FB statement, I am “annoyed” (pissed-off more like it).
What does an artist need to do when there is little return on investment and life is like getting kicked in the teeth every f’ing day?
I’m sorry, but I’m getting fed up with things. If I were in my 20’s and feeling this way, then awesome, it’s time to go into a new path and start over fresh.
If you are a “49-PROJECT,” and getting screwed around and unnoticed, then there are a lot of huge problems facing your life. If you are in this boat, and you also have health problems, like Arthritis for 34-years – and walking a few blocks feels like someone is pounding nails into your kneecaps, and spine, then, you (I) am facing even more trials and tribulations.
I recently watched a video by some ultra-religious guy – of a faith I won’t mention – and he said, “trials and tribulations” are good for you – it means you are being tested – God would not test you more than you can handle!
And, I’m going: “Awesome! So, God wants me to roll on through more trials and tribulations – to what end?”
To reduce the sins I’ve committed in this world.
To see how tough I am. To test my mental and physical vinegar.
I feel like my croutons have been vinaigrette enough already!
Is it too much to ask for some good vibrations to come my way? Or, by asking for the good vibrations, you actually get $hit-vibrations in return? Is that how it works – back-ass-ward?
I’m just feeling a tad-bit fed up at this point-and-time. I think people expect you to always show your ‘happy – face’ and that is how you are supposed to always be. Well, sorry to disappoint – but I’m in my “END OF THE LINE” DevilDriver mood today, and I might as well apologize to anyone who gets on my wrong-side today because they may feel
Newton’s third law, which is:
For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.
That’s about it for today, and it’s only 10:33am – yeah, one of those days…
Wishing you all a better day than what mine is, so far…